Efficiency Is A Terrible Goal

In a recent discussion, a group of us were talking through options for using LLMs to make some our work tasks more efficient. I made the comment that I don’t believe efficiency is the correct goal for us to focus on. This statement set some of my colleagues aback. Modern American work culture is so steeped in the ideal of efficiency, it seems tantamount to sacrilege to suggest we shouldn’t value it the way we do.

I want to take some time here to unpack this belief. There are good reasons why I feel this way, but I also need to caution myself against dismissing the very real values that efficiency can bring.

Let’s start with a trite phrase: “Time is money.”

This phrase never sat quite right with me. It feels more correct to say, “Time is value.” On the face of it, these seem like they should be the same statement: money is intended as a measure of value, after all. But something interesting happens when you delve deeper into them.

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NaPoWriMo 2025: Wrap-Up

I did it! I completed NaPoWriMo 2025! With a couple caveats:

I didn’t write and post one poem per day. I kept up daily through April 5 (including the early-bird prompt on March 31), then fell about a week behind, then wrote a bunch of poems in one day to get mostly caught up, then fell about a week behind again, got mostly caught up all in one day… Regardless, I wrote thirty poems in thirty days.

I actually wrote more than thirty poems: Before the month even started, I wrote and posted a poem that popped into my head when I decided to participate; I did the early-bird prompt; and I wrote two poems on day sixteen (although one is a silly toss-off haiku which I probably shouldn’t count).

You’ll notice I didn’t post anything for day eight. (Even without this one, I still wrote more than thirty poems.) The prompt for this day was to write a ghazal, and frankly, I don’t think I can. I’m not skilled enough and I’m not confident to attempt one. I’m trying to talk myself into it, and one may be forthcoming, but I don’t promise anything. If I try it, I want to take it seriously, and not make a joke of it like I did with my sonnet this year (although I do really enjoy this joke!)

I don’t know why I didn’t title any of my work this year. I just… didn’t.

I enjoyed the prompts this year, more so than previous times I’ve participated, even though I didn’t strictly follow all of them. The inspirational links seemed disconnected from the prompts, which was a bit odd. Maybe I wasn’t clever enough to use the inspiration.

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NaPoWriMo 2025: Day 30

“Write a poem that … describes different times in which you’ve heard the same band or piece of music across your lifetime.” (https://www.napowrimo.net/day-thirty-11/)

My music lingers, in
my mind, my memory, my ears.
My music maintains meaning
down through all these years.

Music’s meaning may change,
age reveals new aspects.
New music enters my life,
new ways for meanings to connect.

A favorite song then,
years later, what was I
thinking? A favorite song
now, maybe someday to defy

its own meaning, as life
changes, music changes,
meaning changes. This is
the glory of how music ranges

The full spectrum of
human being, how it speaks
of the complexity of our
selves, our nadirs and peaks.

My music lingers,
long and lovely, loud
then quiet, soft and strident,
joyous, mourning, unbowed.

NaPoWriMo 2025: Day 29

“Write a poem that takes its inspiration from the life of a musician, poet, or other artist.” (https://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-nine-11/)

I simply cannot picture you
folding laundry.
I hear your glorious voice
coming through cheap speakers
as I cook
and I cannot picture you
at a stove
stirring a pot
(Of course you stirred
oh, so many metaphorical
pots in your career!)
or setting a table
or just generally
tidying up.
Your voice, such a regular
part of my quotidian experience,
yet I cannot see you
doing anything so normal.
I’m sure you did–
you having been a real
person, living your life,
you weren’t on tour
or in the studio
every second of
every day. You must
surely have done all
the normal things
we normal people do.
I simply cannot picture you
doing them. I need your
voice to soar,
to not be tied to the
mundane of normal.
I need your soaring voice
to take me away
from all this.

NaPoWriMo 2025: Day 28

“Write a poem that involves music at a ceremony or event of some kind.” (https://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-eight-11/)

I wonder nowadays what music
I should play at my father’s
funeral. He’s still very much
alive, healthy and content,
but I wonder, nevertheless.
Morbid to mull over, and
I do my best not to dwell
on it. But still, I wonder.
My father grew up with the
origins of rock ‘n’ roll,
came into adulthood to
the Beatles, Beach Boys,
Simon and Garfunkel, Dylan.
But he was never a musician,
and though he loves his
music, he’s not someone
clearly defined by the music
he loves. My father once
told me: “I wish I could have
made something beautiful.”
I want to play something
beautiful for him, when
the time comes. I have time,
still, to make my decision.
We’ve reached an age, now,
when I worry – just a bit –
every time the phone rings
at unexpected times. I don’t
want that call to ever come.
The time will never be right.
There will never be enough
time. It will always be
too soon. The glory of music
is as much in the ending
as in the song itself:
Music makes endings sweet,
imbues meaning in
the ceasing of time.

NaPoWriMo 2025: Day 27

“Write your own poem that describes a detail in a painting, and that begins … with a grand, declarative statement.” I used a sculpture, but it’s the same spirit. (https://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-seven-11/)

Never have I seen such monumental sorrow!
Never have I seen stone tremble in anguish!

The Roman Pietà composes a triangle,
From a hypotenuse of earthly rock,
Past the savior’s lolling body,
Drawing the eyes up toward heaven.

At the apex, Mary’s face, cast down in mourning,
overwhelmed by loss.
No mother should outlive her son.

The subtlety of veins in his hands and feet
Whisper immanent resurrection
and the promise of eternal life,
Render her anguish everlasting.

The humanity of this sculpture destroys me!
This is not a celebration of sacrifice.
This is a memorial to the grief of Mary,
a pietà in the truest sense:

Salvation at the cost of a mother’s eternal sorrow.

NaPoWriMo 2025: Day 26

“Try your hand at a sonnet – or at least something ‘sonnet-shaped.'” (https://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-six-11/)

Becambl starkle metpo kerplotnic,
Deoben sergalny nem pokalny,
Flerulglio swatzenti velnutic,
Tetragabant glepnidich feragny.

Flogtrebit nergozop declimos brooz,
Trombolismut destribux pyseglip;
Flompergutsymyn soglop nerficooz,
Flibbertegibbit! Vengatsorepip!

Vecnatsigen greplamplibsebensee
Prebanseant sertfectan glieren.
Prebanseteal fertactinentee,
Frectanol glipantsett sesascheerin.

(Pay attention! Lest we fail to mention,
All language is a human invention.)

NaPoWriMo 2025: Day 25

“Write a poem that recounts an experience of your own in hearing live music.” (https://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-five-11/)

I have a friend who says
the best concert he ever saw
was late-career Miles Davis.

I have another friend who says
late-career Miles Davis was
the worst concert he ever saw.

How can both be true?
He was onstage for over two hours
and only played two notes.

“What a rip off!” says one friend.
“But those two notes were perfect!”
says the other.

I wish I could’ve seen him.
I wish I could know what
two perfect notes sound like.

NaPoWriMo 2025: Day 24

“Write a poem that involves people making music together, and that references – with a lyric or line – a song or poem that is important to you.” (https://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-four-11/)

I sang,
but Carl Sandburg I ain’t.
You remember,
not just the moon,
the two of us
howling together,
tearing through the night,
windows down,
radio up,
not caring who we woke
as we sang,
our howling soaring songs
filling the world.

NaPoWriMo 2025: Day 23

“Write your own poem that focuses on birdsong.” (https://www.napowrimo.net/day-twenty-three-11/)

There’s a phenomenon called
the Critical Flicker Frequency
defining how we see and hear,
how we experience the world.

Different animals have different
Critical Flicker Frequencies,
so different animals
experience the world differently.

It’s believed that birds hear
faster than we do, that they
can pack more music into one note
than we pack into a melody.

I listen to a whippoorwill
and wonder why it sings
the same thing (always the same)
with such insistent repetition.

But it doesn’t. Within each note,
entire symphonies my slow ears
will never be able to hear,
each repetition sung uniquely,

Full of detail and meaning,
abundant with variations
I will never know
and cannot access.

Some animal see colors
I literally cannot imagine,
some smell scents on scales
inaccessible to me.

Some can feel the world
with near-molecular resolution,
and some taste things
for which I have no receptors.

Each sensoria experiencing
a world unrecognizable to others.
There is so much
that I will never know.

Do I find this ignorance
wondrous or fearful?
Both, sometimes, depending,
and even my fear is a wonder.